Hi Do, Soul-Tribe!

Dec 01, 2023

Greetings! I am Shamamma Bean, a Peruvian trained full Mesa Carrier, also known as a shaman, from the Q'ero lineage. I am a singer, slinger, and digital shaman who has created Bespoke Soul Tarot and offers Spiritual Mentorship. Today, I am beyond excited to share the wisdom I have gained along my transformative journey with you!

Since a young age, I have engaged in the study of Comparative Religions and delved into the realms of non-ordinary reality. Although I was raised as a Jehovah's Witness, my love for Jesus was accompanied by uncertainty towards God, as He appeared intimidating and strict, overshadowing my childhood with the fear of damnation. To seek solace, I found comfort in a Jesus lamp, contemplating its peaceful expression and folded hands, while my mind questioned the mysteries of the world. Will the moon truly bleed? Is that why it resembles a copper penny in the sky? Do my unkind thoughts about my baby brother weigh in on my eternal judgment? Does God even like children?

Amid my confusion, I witnessed miracles and personally experienced a few. These extraordinary events ignited my fascination with the non-ordinary reality within the spiritual realm, beginning around the age of 11 or 12 when I started having precognitive dreams. These dreams unsettled me deeply. When I shared them with my mother, she dismissed them as mere coincidences, but I knew in my heart that there was something more to them. Despite encountering more of these inexplicable occurrences, I chose silence.

Keen on exploring the occult and non-traditional spiritual aspects, I frequented the library, much to my mother's disapproval. On multiple occasions, she insisted I return the so-called "evil" books. It didn't matter that the library was four miles away and we had no car! The elders of our congregation even went so far as to accuse me of being possessed. Luckily, my non-religious father intervened and granted me the freedom to no longer attend the Kingdom Hall. That suited me just fine!

My spiritual journey led me to extraordinary places and introduced me to remarkable individuals. In search of a spiritual community, I visited various churches, including Southern Baptist, Pentecostal, Catholic, and Interfaith. I even briefly studied Islam. I also rekindled my interest in the mystical arts. Tarot cards became a personal favorite, and I began reading for friends and journaling about my precognitive dreams.

Through all of these explorations, I discovered that regardless of the religious path or lack thereof, my connection with Spirit, God, Divine, or All That Is remained steadfast and powerful. This realization propelled me towards the path of shamanism, where I could let go of dogma and fully embrace spirituality.

As a shaman, I straddle the line between ordinary and non-ordinary reality. My purpose is to bring healing medicine back to people, bridging the gap between the physical and spiritual realms. This is who I am.

Now, why am I sharing all of this with you? To let you know that I am a Journeywoman constantly expanding my spiritual toolbox. My expertise lies in Tarot, along with shamanic practices such as soul retrievals, chakra rebalancing, and ancestral work. I have also become a spiritual mentor, providing guidance and teaching classes on these subjects and more. My main focus is to help individuals develop their personal relationship with Spirit.

You see, my ultimate goal is to support you in discovering what belongs to you, what is meant for you, and what comes from within you. When you uncover these truths, you will navigate through life with greater grace and harmony, freeing yourself from limiting narratives.

Welcome to the realm of your Bespoke Soul!